Wednesday 31 March 2010

cupcakes and the list


cupcakes, canon 350d

sister made cupcakes yesterday, yumm... they were good!

i am rather hesitant to share my mondo beyondo list here. fear. yes, fear of being judged. so today i'm mustering all my courage and spill it all out. this list is what lights me up and that's that. they are my cupcakes! *taking deep breath*

my mondo beyondo list
- holiday with gene to new zealand
- move to new zealand with gene
- travel the world with gene and take photos, fun holidays
- have a cabin/house in the mountains/woods overlooking the lake/sea
- climb mount kinabalu
- write/publish a book with my photos in it
- sing
- dance
- paint
- run womens retreat
- ride on elephant/camel
- ride a horse freely in vast open land
- safari with gene in africa
- holiday by the sea each year
- own a beautiful house (home/sanctuary) with beautiful garden
- live in a wonderful community that's friendly, kind, supportive, helpful and self sustainable
- find my tribe -online and offline
- write e-books
- hang gliding
- live in a country with four seasons at least for a year
- take great photos and get paid doing so
- have a super fun loving romantic relationship with gene
- have great communication, care and support in my relationship with gene
- grow old with gene happily, gracefully with lots of love and laughter
- swim with dolphins in the sea
- swim/dive with the whales in the sea
- witness the northern lights (aorora borealis)
- dog sledding in alaska
- co-write/publish book with gene with lots of our photos
- visit machu pichu and great spiritual high energy places
- sell my photos
- meet eckhart tolle in person, join his retreat
- run a successful online business 
- ride hot air balloon
- do wonderful things and help people with my abilities and skills
- visit my childhood pen pals & blog/online friends around the world
- diving and see the beauty of the sea world
- visit beautiful islands
- give beautiful homes for my parents and family
- bring my parents to great holidays
- travel asia with gene
- hire RV and travel in the US, canada, new zealand.
- living a healthy life style with gene
- own a scooter
- own a wv wan - samba van
- experience staying in a boathouse in the canals of amsterdam
- go to wizarding world of harry potter in florida
- play with snow, make snowman, angel, snowball fight, ice skating, skiing (ya... i have never seen, touch, taste snow before!)
- visit amy and horseshoe market
mondo beyondo!!!

Tuesday 30 March 2010

mondo beyondo


blooming, canon 350d

i am into my fourth week of mondo beyondo class. created by andrea and jen, two bloggers i have been following for many years and are inspirations to me, their writings, insights and photos. read how it began here.

it was my mondo beyondo to take the mondo beyondo class, gene gifted me the march intake which started on my birthday. i have to say i am enjoying the class. i felt quite left out and lagging in my lessons in the beginning, but i am catching up and doing better now. the community is such a friendly and supportive group, it's great to know there are dreamers like me out there and to be able to connect really lift my spirit up. even reading the discussions energize and give me much hope.

last week we shared our mondo beyondo list, a list of our most outrageous and outlandish dreams, and it feels so good to list and share them. i have been doing this for many years now, always keeping it to myself, but something magical when sharing with other dreamers, i feel that when i let it fly and be free out in the open, gives it more energy and power to manifest these dreams. already some are having their mondo beyondo dreams come true and it's pretty wild and exciting! i have had some magical manifestation and experiences myself, small, but visible and i am so very grateful.

i know the list will evolve over time as it has over the years. but for now, i'm happy what shows up in my list.

Monday 22 March 2010

kiki


kiki, canon 350d

she has gain weight...
gene keeps a small tupperware of cat food in our studio, we keep feeding her whenever she meows, and she likes to stare at gene while he works, that staring also gets her food. so she hardly goes to the kitchen to eat, she sleeps there too, most of the time. she is so smart.

Thursday 18 March 2010

Tuesday 16 March 2010

prayers & reflection


sidewalk, seapark, canon 350d

quiet month
lots of time alone
nurturing... home, body, mind
exercising, meditation, reading, journaling, gardening
all good.

Friday 12 March 2010

market... 2


beans, seapark market, canon 350d


dried sea food, seapark market, canon 350d


incense, seapark market, canon 350d


wick holder for oil lamp, seapark market, canon 350d

more photos in gene's life in still mode photo blog

market


seapark market, november 2009, canon 350d

Tuesday 9 March 2010

small things


saucer, the one the tea cup sat on that i drank and kept me awake all night! canon 350d

i adore this blog to pieces, katie with all her creativity (and cat named moo). go watch her latest video! so sweet! it'll sure to cheer you up!

opening up to you

it's 4:00am and i'm still wide awake! it's the tea i had at lunch.

latest energy progression that i am feeling and sensing at the moment is that the energy is pushing everything out, anything unpleasant and anything that is no longer functional that has been swept under the carpet. time to deal with them, one by one.

relationship is taking center stage, relationship with spouses, co-workers, family members, friends and even relationship with self.

trying to hold things together with super glue of untruth, denial and avoidance will not work anymore, it will just fall apart, and sometimes falling apart is just what its needed, to release the old that no longer works in this new energy field. sometimes falling apart helps us start again. fresh. with even greater possibilities of deeper, more truthful and meaningful ties.

when one reality dies, a new one begins. the cycle of birth and death.

i got this quote from a friend, " the power of truth and living honestly is liberating" - clay aiken

found this inspiring TED talk, for me at least, the evolution of a personal journey in art and in life.

Monday 8 March 2010

W.I.S.H.


broga hill, november 2009, canon 350d

W.I.S.H.
Women's International Summit for Health


today is international women's day
go to W.I.S.H. to enjoy a series of talks by some really great speakers.

gene's photo blog, life in still mode

Sunday 7 March 2010

onions


onions, canon 350d

not much to say these days
so photos will just have to do...

more photos in gene's life in still mode blog.

Wednesday 3 March 2010

hello march


roy, canon 350d

march!
looking forward to something new
something i've been wanting so much to be a part of
yet... i sense fear
breathe... i tell myself... breathe
baby steps

you have got to check put gene's photo blog if you haven't. he's just started posting a series of our sabah trip last december. mount kinabalu! browse the archive while you're there to feast some awesome photos!